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Sunday, August 31, 2008 2:43 PM

alrights, am done with twilight.
amazing.
i would never forget (and am re-reading) the part after cullen saved her at port angeles.
the confession game they had. that night when i was reading i cant help but just allowed myself to indulge in that memory & cant help but feel that twinge of longingness again. so much so i had to stop reading and look up from time to time.
but anw, the rest of the story just made me feel how great their love is.
like no other love could surpass. (but theirs is fictional of course, i didnt forget that)

and now, i cant wait to get my hands on new moon.
my expenditures of late is the only reason im not burying myself in that book now.
URGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
&my lower back & right arm is aching like hell from all the table soccer!!!!!! tsk.


Thursday, August 28, 2008 8:45 PM

i tink my dad is mad.
i only said: " i sat going out with 2/4 ppl to go chevrons & sing"
& it triggered a lunchtime conversation around what topic?
finding the right partner. as in LIFE partner.
like ?? )$($#&#$# !!
i tink thats partly the reason why i only ate like 1/2 of the meal. =.=
seriously, i was just "checking-ing" all the way while he rattled on the criterias. :X
but when he came to " sometimes fate/time play a part too".
but i do hafta: "YES!! TOTALLY" inside me. seriously.
oh well, it just got me thinking & on the brink of tearing.

but the tots were soon interrupted by BAKING!
muaha. longest time spent continuously in the kitchen for me: 4 hours.




:)

yay, pretty proud of myself. (althou mom was beside me nagging when i first started)
but now i see the biscuit abit no compulsion to eat.
mayb cos i faced them the wholeeee afternoon. uh.

ps: the pics have a dreamyy feeling cos i haven remove the flim on the lens. cos nokia changed away all the chrome parts for me! yay.

OH & dad jus said we're gg pontian on sat & staying over smore.
TSK, means i either hafta choose chevrons/halo or pontian.
either way it pleases no one! TSSSSSSSSSSSSKKKKKKKK!
why do the pathetic number of outings i've scheduled hafta clash!!
URGH.

&&&


IM GONNA GO GET TWILIGHT TML! PLAZA'S POPULAR BETTER HAVE STOCK!


Sunday, August 24, 2008 5:27 PM

alrights, the owner is not dead. nor has she drowned in her own tears.
in fact shes feeling pretty fine.
(&shes grateful for her frens & her laptop for letting her rant in MS word)
maybe its not so hard for her this time round since someone UPthere was kind enough not to let him mislead her,
thus sparing him from her hatred and saving her some tears.
althou for the first few days, she was filled with nothing but a sense of emptiness/void/hollowness,
last weekend's gatherings aka distractions really helped alot.
and other than the morning after & suffocating sunday night, no tears fell thereafter.
even when she discovered the sickening truth when she re-read her 2006 diary.
(althou its pretty URGHHHHHHH!!)
cos she arrived at the conclusion that she lost to no one, &hes still him afterall.
he whos just a good fren and she would do nothing to change that fact.
despite the fact that hes the most near-to-perfect she'd ever met;
frens they shall be.
& she shall always be there for his nonsense.
(:


SATURDAY (1608):
caught the movie i never got to catch with stephennnn..
boy, you wouldnt believe how glad i was when i found out hes back. haha.
next was to yck for his squash match & saw a few ppl i haven seen in awhile;
coach, AJ, jj, hansel..
joined by jeannie & skye thereafter and headed down town for dinner
such a chore to get seats can! tsk.


`the local food fare for the big face on the right.


`by yours truly.
shaky but niceee oookkkk.

left them to meet the gang at raffles place for supper@lps.
sadly, only 2 pics. w/o the botaks smore. haha.



food wasnt really good since we jus ordered from where we were seated,
when according to bro, the nice ones were the OTHER side. boo.
but still had fun listening to clone's amazing/lol/shocking field camp stories.
& the only non-botak boy joined us for desserts tooo..

saturday night's details shall only be known to a few ppl & be kept that way. (:

SUNDAY(1708):
squash with the same 4 on sat + jasmine!
haha, i was on time!! reached on the dot, 11:00. lol.
initially tot i was the ONLY one on time,
but apparently that stephen's been playing bball since 10am. =.=

& it was a funny scene seeing 4ppl scrambling up&down the clubhouse
and tinking where they could get squash balls. LOL.
luckily jeannie has one with her & i found one in my shoebag!! HAHHAA.
& i could tell the guys warmed the ball up pretty gently in case it BURSTS!
squashed till like.. 1plus and headed down to IMM.



`the party


`stephen was trying to do...


`this. =.=


`lol.


`girls. (:



`& WE HAVE LIFT OFF!




`LOL. idk who the genius took this.


`ah pek quek.


`smellyy/retard us.


`the cause of the ULTRA SUPER strong water pressure!
lucky no bruises.
hope no one heard us screaming. HAHHAA.


`uhhh?


`im tempted by that red ting on jeannie's hand!


`the non-enthu-ness of kai-er


had some hk cafe for lunch & had a little gossip for desserts w/o stephen. lol.
but apparently, not enough for jas, me&jeannie.
so we continued without skye at swenson's since stephen was there w his family.
and so, thats how we girls gossiped for for like 2hr+ while only paying $10 for a sticky-chewy chocolate ice-cream. LOL.





`the COOOOOL milk tea!


`the coffee boy

& apparently, jasmine took individual shots of EVERYONE but herself:



`URGH!



revenge:

`AHHAHA.


`long hand powerrr!((:

WEDNESDAY (2008/08):
planned an innocent meetup with my 2girls;
'meet dave' with yee followed by dinner@roma's when lookalike joined us
&prolly have a good time unloading&listening to stories
became a nite of..


`drips,


`syringes & martinis,


`and fosters.
& countless games of 5-1o too.



`pardon the hair.


`the accompaniment.
ps: i still hate jab1. :X

FRIDAY (2208):
met gf at lot1, followed by the unloading session while walking to the swings.
but they were occupied ): & so settled under some block across the road
(so we could keep watch on our swings, LOL)
ran over when it was empty, but apparently the swings still made our stomachs churn.
YUCKS.
but still we had a nice time talking about everything from my stories, her take on being single (& asking me enjoy it while i am at it!=.=) to our sec2 seating arrangement (LOL!!!)
no pics. but i love my gf! (:

SATURDAY (2308):
dad’s car got kissed by a cab while I was behind the wheel. Sianed. And first time I scolded what the f out loud in front of mom and dad. Happened at timah market after dinner, parked at the carpark infront of the market, so was jus squeezing my way through a pink van wich was parked at the bottom of the steps and the cab which was in front of the dumpster. So I was really paying attention to the pink van cos like really damn close, then before I knew it I tink someone shouted that the cab is reversing. And so, I did the only thing I could, jam brake. The cab too, but apparently too late. We were actually about to drive off cos we all thot he managed to stop in time since we felt and heard no impact. But dad saw the expressions of the passerbys nearby and decided to head down and have a check. And sianed, he signaled me to go back, I was like ?? so he ask me come out and stop the cab (!!!) and he drive. Was like huh? But still stepped out of the car anw. Then he think think and say nvm you drive I go stop him. And all this while the frigging cars at the back are like horning cos I was blocking the exit out into the main road. And so I WTF-ed and drove off to the esso. Ma de. And smart dad forgot to bring his phone along with him when he stepped out and so his irritating ringtone rang in the car when we called him. Smartness. And so, bro ran back to the market with his phone and LUCKILY managed to find him and he asked us to wait there, he coming over with the cabbie. And so, that mark beginning of our half hour wait in the car while they settled the matter. Althou its really not my fault, but it really would have been avoided if I arrived at the bottleneck 5secs later, or if we parked at the HDB carpark instead of the market’s but if dad drove, I’d wouldn’t really made a diff UNLESS he horned. LIKE HOWS HE BEEN URGING ME TO HORN RECENTLY, EVEN FOR THE SLIGHTEST TING!!! (since he say theres no fine or wad for horning and its free anw) TSK. but sometimes its like so rude and like just adding to the noise pollution wad. TSK. but at the end of the day, the dent is not even obvious!!! But I’d believe he will still go knock it out one, since he jus now alrdy mention not obvious, but feel bu shuang. Fineeeeeeeeee. But shall not have the impulse/compulsion to touch the car anytime soon.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down


Put Your Records On - Corinne Bailey Rae

boo no more olympics ):
I SHOULD GET MY READINGS GOING!
&YAY, i got lookalike for tml's poa. (:


Tuesday, August 19, 2008 12:18 AM

"It's your faith that makes you stronger. "

but im scared,
because you were the faith I’ve been holding on to.


Sunday, August 17, 2008 2:56 AM

althou you're really damn dense,

i love you bud!

&

althou you've few words for me,

i love you lookalike.

thans.

oh well, its all because i'd let it slip.

but i really could use some distraction right now.
squash!!!


Wednesday, August 13, 2008 7:45 PM

whats so
hurting/sad/heartbreaking/stupid/bothering?

nothing.

serious,
the fact that i actually went baq
and manage to re-read everything means something.

something not so hurting/sad/heartbreaking,
but still stupid&bothering.


Monday, August 11, 2008 11:23 PM


Saturday, August 09, 2008 5:16 PM

080808 was a day of gatherings;

started off the day by giving the uol src interview a miss
tsk, i hope we didnt miss much / regret hor lookalike?
but seriously, theres so much readings to be done la.
ESP sociology. piang, almst fell aslp in the class.
not to mention the 3 textbooks i needa buy for that module alone.

anw, met up w lookalike after my full-of-yawns lecture and headed down to city hall.
finaalllyyyy, i get to meet the 2 botaks after a month!! :DD
settled down at new york new york...



credits: yee's blog.

had a pretty good time listening to the botaks' stories
and also the girl's stories on the other side.
machiam radio. lol.
left them at 7 to meet the 2/4 gang.

finally reached lot 1 at 8-tish
thans to seb who waited for me.
but no thans for not letting me noe u're not driving the usual car.
because of that i was walking round the car park and wondering issit the wrong carpark. tsk.
anw poor mk was the only one on time. the poor ting was waiting alone at the bus stop. aw.

in the end, dinner was just the 5 of us.
but b4 we had our dinner, bel n me went around lookling for the lost wc. as usual la. =.=
qifeng arrived next, tsktsk 10years nv change. haven seen him since sec 4. haha.
rain drops fell while we were finishing up. so bel took her unfinished-delicious-mai pian prawns into the shade. lol. while the rest of us tc and watched her finish up.


`bel, her retarded face & her mai pian xia!
lol.


meanwhile, zj and terence came. jokers as always.
not forgetting the famous story of zj jogging at 4am to qifeng's hse. LOL.
decided to head to plaza next, much to the delight of qifeng, wc and me. lol.



met so many ex-assumptionites on the way.
& had to climb to 3rd level b4 we can relieve our bladders. -.-
joked around at starbucks till midnight and driver seb sent us home again.
hoorayyyy!

wonderful pre-national day spent with all my dear ex-classmates!
:)


Thursday, August 07, 2008 12:45 AM

man,
reading the past blog entries of mine from dec07 to mar08 is damnn... (idunohowtadescribethefeeling)
felt that months and things and blah zoooomed past without me realising.

esp the school days; the mad days rushing for projs, attending lectures, even printing lecture notes.
now, no more projs for me, lectures are just feelingless sessions of listening to the lecturer talk.
but then again, since projs ceased since jan this year..
MEANS WE HAVEN DONE PROJ FOR A FRIGGING HALF A YEAR.
oommgg. (note the nivea shade of blue of the above sentence, HAHAHHA)

wait, didnt we wish once that there were no projs to be done. hais, another trait of humans. now everyone's off to different routes. sadly, i tink i dont even noe where some of my tb24, tb23 & tb12 peeps end up. and looking at the nivea (i even miss that word now) video that papa did really had a lot of memories/feelings/fun/proj-rushing-sessions rushing back.

and so, anyone like ANYONE who have more pics send me ook! (cos i realise i didnt even have the class photos we took at the end of red camp (<-- THAT SOUNDS SOOOO FOREIGN & LONG AGO!!)

boo.

ok, at 0125am, i feel that there is a need for a droplist (fyi, its still not exhaustive)

i miss:

- rushing projs
- the countless hours we spent in LT73
- red camp & nivea visage (OMG)
- PRODUCTION LINE!!!!!
- shanghai trip
- taking exams in the old exam hall
- walking into the can 1 filled w familiar faces
- lectures with the gang/classmates
- tutorials; crazy/singing/photo-taking/poker-playing/taiwan drama-watching, etc
- doing projs in the library till music/announcement came on to chase ppl home
- booking slots for proj rooms in library
- squash training
- squash dinners after trainings
- backgate walks down to bus stop after trngs
- the squash ppl (for the whole list: please click here*)
- climbing/complaining/sweating our way up to LT45
- PRESENTING projs
- designing the first poster that i was proud of for kenko & shivering our way thru the ppt in front of the whole marketing cohort
- underpass-proj-rushing late nite sessions
- underpass-early-morning-b4-presentation rehearsals
- making amendments to ppt at the school bus stop till... almost midnight?
- when the whole class was mad about crazy taxi
- ice longan from can 2
- tapping card outside LTs
- bringing laptop to school
- selling dumb logistics services to mr chua mun kiong
- wearing formal (to school ONLY)
- breakfast early in school
- waiting/cursing/swearing for/at the stupid life at blk 72
- lookalike & me staying in the library till it was closing w our stomachs growling damn loudly & me having to miss squash trng while that tyb can go for his kfc. in the end, we both couldnt stand it and cabbed home to catch some 9pm show. HAHAHAHHAHA. (i still tink we were crazy to cab home)
- e
- t
- c
- MY POLY LIFE

k i guess that would be the main gist of it all.
* i wonder if anyone really go click that here. (HA!!)

boo.


Tuesday, August 05, 2008 10:01 PM

apparently,
he really only grants one wish.


Friday, August 01, 2008 3:00 PM


terrific show.

你没想象中爱我(《一切完美》片尾曲) - 石欣卉

你小心翼翼牵我手
其实是担忧藏不住我
自尊也投降活在她之下
我好傻

你字字句句说你不爱她
那又是什么让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅因为你留下
我好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想象中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在让我更寂寞

你寸步不离像天使的她
挥霍我的爱从不放心上
我有一丝无奈也有一些明白
该放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想象中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

嗬~~谁说我不在意空等候
原来你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

呜~~
你没想象中爱我



你没想像中爱我 - 石欣卉


1:20 AM

shit shit shit
pray;wish;hope
!!!